Carry On - 欧阳靖 (MC Jin)/Stacie Bollman

I have carried on so long I can't recall

How I've come this far and what it all was for

I still remember those nights just layin' in bed

Hands behind my head starin' at the ceilin'

Wide awake dreamin'

Just to make sure

I'm alive not dead

Eyes bloodshot red

All I ever wanted was to change my life with this pen

It was bound to happen

Felt it in the pit of my stomach I just ain't know when

So I kept on pushin' kept on climbin'

It's not like I had options

I was crushed

I was let down

But I've come too far to think about stoppin'

These opportunities might just ruin me

Maybe my time has come and gone

No point in dwellin' on what's beyond my control

I got no choice but to carry on

I have carried on so long I can't recall

How I've come this far and what it all was for

Seems like a nice life right

Center stage well take a peek at what's behind the curtains

Cause when the bright lights burn out it turns out

Blessings are burdens

I ain't complainin'

I'm just sayin' can I vent some of my frustrations

Being Christian

Being Asian

Trying to live up to your expectations

I mean it's one thing to think you know me

Give me space though you don't own me

Why is it always

In the most crowded places I feel the most lonely

The load is heavy

My shoulders ready

In my weakness He is strong

I close my eyes and pray see the cross was carried so I gotta carry on

I have carried on so long I can't recall

How I've come this far and what it all was for

I have carried

I have carried on

Before you run gotta walk before you walk gotta crawl

Carry on

Carry on

Before you fly gotta fall before you fly gotta fall

Carry on

Carry on

Before you run gotta walk before you walk gotta crawl

Carry on

Carry on

Before you fly gotta fall before you fly gotta fall

Carry on

Carry on

I have carried