Recoil - Want (口白) - Various Artists

I want to be there when you learn the cost of desire

I want you to understand

That my malevolence is just a way to win

I want the name of the ruiner

I want matches in case I have to suddenly burn

I want you to know that being kind is overrated

I want to write my secret across your sky

I want to watch you lose control

I want to watch you lose

I want to know exactly what it's going to take

I want to see you insert yourself into glory

I want your touches to scar me

So I'll know where you've been

I want you to watch when I go down in flames

I want a list of atrocities done in your name

I want to reach my hand into the dark

And feel what reaches back

I want to remember when my nightmares were clearer

I want to be there

When your hot black rage rips wide open

I want to be wrapped in cold wet sheets

To see if it's different on this side

I want you to come on strong

I want to leave you out in the cold

I want the exact same thing but different

I want some soft some soft soft

I want to throw you

I want you to know I know

I want to know if you read me

I want to swing with my eyes shut

And see what I hit

I want to know just how much you hate me

So I can predict what you'll do

I want you to know the wounds are self-inflicted

I want a controlling interest

I want to be somewhere beautiful when I die

I want to be your secret hater

I want to stop destroying you but I can't

And I want and I want and I want

And I will always be hungry

And I want and I want and I want