Tired (Explicit) - Russ

Lyrics by：Russell Vitale

Composed by：Russell Vitale

Produced by：Russ

Tired of dealin' with **** I don't wanna deal with

I'm tired of dealin' with me

Tired that I'm makin' all of this money and feelin'

Like none of this comin' to me

Tired of feelin' confused and not knowin' which way that

I'm supposed to be goin' in life

Tired of lookin' around and see everyone else and

It seems that they doin' it right

Tired of runnin' a mile a minute inside of my head

I'm just tryna slow down

Tired of knowin' what I should be doin' but doin'

The opposite ******* around

Tired of people just sayin' "Whatever" about me

Thinkin' I'm lettin' it slide

Tired of havin' to be this new version of me

Was at peace when you p***y gon' die

Tired of not regulatin' my anger

Sayin' some **** that I wanna take back

Tired of havin' to say that I'm sorry

But never be gettin' apologies back

Tired of hearin' 'bout slidin' on opps

And poppin' the Perkys it's gotta be more

Tired of feelin' like everything that

I've been hearin' is worse than the music before

Tired of people blurrin' **** out

On the internet not knowin' they jsut assumin'

Tired of people who failed at what they wanna do

Tryna tell me what I should be doin'

Tired of bein' at war with the man in the mirror

I'm tired of beatin' him up

Tired of feelin' like my only peace is when

I got a model that's eatin' me up

Tired of workin' and workin' and workin'

It's feelin' like I always gotta be on

Tired of talkin' 'bout mom with my dad

And I'm tired of talkin' 'bout dad with my mom

Tired of feelin' like the only **** that

I haven't done is win a Grammy and die

Tired of tellin' this woman I'm done with her

But she keep tryna pop up in my life

Tired of strugglin' bein' myself around people I care

That **** is annoyin'

Tired of feelin' so guilty

If I wanna take a sabbatical for my enjoyment

Tired of feelin' like

I gotta struggle or else I'm not worthy of any success

Tired of feelin' like that to the point that

I give myself work I'm addicted to stress

Tired of feelin' like what is the point when

I already won yeah I already did it

Tired of not knowin' how to hang out with my friends

If I'm not makin' music or drinkin'

Tired of people who don't know a thing 'bout my come up

Just lyin' and makin' **** up

Tired of havin' to deal with these industry people

When I know they all fake as ****

Tired of companies runnin' Monopoly's

Lyin' and cheatin' and riggin' the game

Tired of battlin' artists who fakin' their streams

I'm so tired I might do the same

Tired of self improvin' bein' corny

But self destruction gets a round of applause

Tired of people who say

"Put the guns down" but celebrate murder in all their songs

Tired of wakin' up to someone ******* up

Every day I gotta clean up a mess

Tired of feelin' like I can't relax in an interview

I got a puff on my chest

Tired of bein' afraid that I'm gonna lose everything

Tired of bein' on edge

Tired of takin' responsibility for people's emotions

I said what I said I'm tired

Psss

It's not the emotions that I'm tired of to be honest but

I'm tired of doin' this song so **** it