Enough (Explicit) - Russ

Composed by：A.J. Hall/Aaron Cheung/Russell Vitale

Produced by：A.J. Hall/Aaron Paris/Russ

Yeah

I wasn't right within was lyin' tryna find a slim openin'

To cope with grim realities of hopelessness

The casualties of broken men unhappily devoted when

They hit me all the walls were tryna kiss me they were closin' in

I'm soakin' in a tub of how the **** did this all happen

Can I fasten my seatbelt before the tree and me are wrapped in

A blanket I can't escape

But the brakes that I have ain't brakin'

And the weight that I feel is achin'

They say we don't feel the same ****

The pain isn't real I'm famous

The cage that I'm in is dangerous

I'm chained the perception anxious

Every day I'm faced the anguish

Of fakin' and savin' faces so drainin' I pray it changes

Self-hatred's an understatement for makin' the bed I lay in

My faith and my patience shaken I'm cravin' a new awakenin'

I'm chasin' myself I'm wavin'

Complainin' that I'm evadin'

Betrayin' myself was strainin'

And slayed by my past I'm racin'

That ancient indoctrination I'm blazin' whatever's failin'

And scrapin' up the remainin' be shapin' my soul creatin'

Embracin' the new foundation

No swayin' no more decayin'

The process of excavation surveillin' what needs replacin'

This daily can't get complacent

I'm takin' solo vacations

I need solitude

I think a bottle too many problems due

To not wanting to upset my family plus I got the news

That sadness ain't allowed from the same crowd that turns around

And asks for sad songs tell me how

'Cause as a man you cannot frown

Don't make a sound just a stand up proud

No one appreciatin' us until we're dead and underground

It's no surprise that suicide is super high

It's not unusual

'Cause men know that they only get their flowers at their funeral

We're hardenin' ourselves instead of gardennin' ourselves

Suppressed emotions we're alone so now we're targetin' ourselves

Don't wanna talk to out of pride in fear of comin' off weak

Some women lookin' at you lesser if there's tears on your cheek

But if there's tears tattooed that same girl is a freak

So they attracted to the pain unless they hear the pain speak

Society romanticizin' silent sufferers stoicism is sexy

Unless he can't show that he ****s with her

If that's your girl be done with her

'Cause if you're numb to the pain

Then you're numb to the pleasure

Whether it's sun or it's rain to you it's all the same weather

These days I'm better off retreated and reserved

On a resort then re-emerge feelin' recharged and reassured that I'm

Enough

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