Things have been so crazy and hectic

I should have gotten back by now

But you know how much I wanted to make it

It's proabably better anyhow

So if you gotta go

If theres anything I should know

If the spotlight makes you nervous

If your looking for a purpose

You put the tea in the kettle and light it

Put your hand on the metal and feel it

But do you even feel it anymore

I remember when you thought I was joking

Now I'm all singing Karaoke

Further than I've ever been oh oh oh

So if you gotta go

If there's any way I can help

Isn't it ironic that the girl I wanna marry is a wedding planner

That tells 'em my life is too much and moves to Atlanta

Damn' of all the places you could go

I just thought you'd choose somewhere that has somebody that you know

I always up too late I worry bout you there alone

In that place you call your home

Warm nights and cold patron

I hope you don't get known for nothing crazy

Cause no man ever wants to hear those stories bout his lady

I know they say the first love is the sweetest

But that first cut is the deepest

I tried to keep us together you were busy keeping secrets

Secrets you were telling everybody but me

Don't be fooled by the money I'm still young and just unlucky

I'm surprised you couldn't tell

I was only trying to get ahead

I was only trying to get ahead

But the spotlight makes you nervous

And your looking for a purpose

I was only trying to get ahead

I was only trying to get ahead

But the spotlight makes you nervous