Lost Child - D.LAC

Written by：D.LAC/Genabis

Big D lost child

This bout my demons in the past

Gotta get em out to move on

Living in f**king locked cage

Should've been finding who I is

It was supposed to be the f**king rock age

Drop hating it's like a simpler goal to aim

It ain't so would ya stop saying

You ain't got no f**king idea bout this locked rage

Hunid times since I been asking if I meant to end up

Lost in abyss chaos

In howling inferno

Used to having faith believing I can find a way

To my redemption and salvation

But how is it eternal

What just tell me this youth pathetic ain't it

The independence of him life been decapitated

Hey since I be f**king brain washed manipulated

What I lost are more than options to be rejuvenated

It's a nightmare not to be living it

How I like it till I'm dying

I never stop regreting giving up flying so I'm trying

I'm striving to revive the fire lit up inside of my eyes

So my life and I never be isolated

But it's hard as I peel it off darkness and despairs round me

Far as I can recall part that I deserve to carry

Heartless spirit fainted souls and only pains surrond me

And it found me inside my penitentiary

It's oddity what I s ever asking for no more than one opology

It's however what u never had the courtesy to offer me

Such an Irony cuz after me my life to be

A tragedy to show this agony pulled out of me

Can not be staying lost

What it told me when I can not be suffocating more

Cannot be devastated more I'm hating all

Through daily torture can't ignore all em pain sore

Wt they paying for what am I here waiting for

Countless of regrets they forming time crevice

Stuck a lost child crying with left behind wishes

In cemetery what is turning gladness to ashes

And what ashes the baddest I did trap as the last witness

Whatever other path that I selected been contaminated

With your f**king faith it ain't gon' rehabilitate

Not my debt to be repaid for such a past full of mistakes

Just wanna pay off what it takes

Enough to get this sh*t out of my way

It is a nightmare not to be living it

How I like it till I'm dying

I never stop regreting giving up flying so I'm trying

I'm striving to revive the fire lit up inside of my eyes

So my life and I never be isolated

Still it's hard as I peel it off darkness and despairs round me

Far as I can recall part that I deserve to carry

Heartless spirit fainted souls and only pains surrond me

And it found me an evanescent solitary

Ya rite it's dreadful painful days that he been fragil

Ever since he cowered in spiritual castle been dragged through

Man in mirror his mid finger up F you

Tackled by illusion of devil can't pass through

Knuckle under to his fate erasing memories since eighty-six

Nothing else to reminisce for pessimist

Man without a past he future ain't exist

Psycho wander in a cycled f**king labyrinth of present tense

Ye never been so frightened

I been struggling to be standing up but I feel so weak

Got nothing enlighten me

Who stopping me from chasing dreams

I'm making peace with enemy

But I wanna be tough enough to face my own defeat

Cuz it's a nightmare not to be living it

How I like it till I'm dying

I never stop regreting giving up flying so I'm trying

I'm striving to revive the fire lit up inside of my eyes

So my life and I never be isolated

But it's hard as I peel it off darkness and despairs round me

Far as I can recall part that I deserve to carry

Heartless spirit fainted souls and only pains surrond me

And it found me inside my penitentiary

Hard as I peel it off

Far as I can recall

And it found me

Outside my penitentiary