First Heartbreak - Lauv

Composed by：Ari Leff/Ryan Daly/Connor McDonough/Riley McDonough/Toby McDonough/CASTLE

Produced by：Ryan Daly/Connor McDonough/Riley McDonough

I wanna tell you

I'm right here

But I'm still so angry even after all these years

I know your family was falling apart

So I don't blame you but I still have a heart

All of my friends and my therapist say that it's nothing and I've gone insane

Everyone says I'm a narcissist

Truth is I just haven't dealt with the blame

You chose the d**gs and now everyone else is your friend and I'm left in the flame

There's nothing like first heartbreak

Know I should move on

God knows I've tried

But I hit this strange wall without you by my side

We were forever at one point in time

The night you left me

You left me half alive

I started running got faster and faster but I just couldn't get away

All of my problems got bigger and bigger until I couldn't feel the pain

Because you chose the d**gs and now everyone else is your friend and I'm going insane

There's nothing like first heartbreak

I had to lose you to find myself

You can't know heaven until you know hell

I'll always love you even if you're gone

I'm letting go but always holding on