I walk around

Keep the mic on

Acting strange like a man in a daze

I don't know what happened son I just lost my mind son

It's like y'all I wasn't strong I couldn't hold it

People talking

When I seen it a ni**a flesh on me son I can't really

I couldn't hold it g

I don't hear a word

I don't know I'ma

Nah it went like this ni**a

It was him the corner store and a buttered roll

The sh*t dropped when I gave him two stomach holes

And one to the face he fell sideways

I was up close a part of his nose was stuck to my padres

Standing over him shaking kids screaming

He slapped my girl that's the reason I was fiendin to lean him

Everything got real slow I ain't hear sh*t

My word at least forty seconds I seemed scared stiff

I pound him with the gun out Big Den came opened my hand

Removed the gun and the 6 speed spun out

He floored it past ninty on the B Q E

I threw up all on his door splashed his Gucci seats

I couldn't speak I'm in a state of shock

About now they should be yellow taping the block and raid out my spots

Aiyo I'm feeling a little bugged out insane

I've lost my mind people telling me Ghost you acting mad strange

I walk around acting strange like a man in a daze

People talking to me and calling my name

Although I don't hear a word they say

See what I'm saying

I don't know I just don't feel right y'all I don't know

I'm having flashbacks feeling bugged out

Smoking mad cigarettes and sh*t

Nah I don't wanna go in I don't want the clank

I don't wanna go in the hospital son

It's yeah don't I just feel like I'm lost

In my own reality like nah know what I mean

Even my face feel numb son I don't know

Flashbacks of me blowing his brains out

All I remember my shirt I couldn't get them god d**n stains out

Oxy Clean sweep 'round the chest area right hand side

I'm plucking off little pieces of meat

And my goons want me to bounce to Tennessee

But I said No I got these two snow bunnies in Venus Beach

On the low son I sleep with the hawk Denise from New York

'Round my man Killa way where all the murders walk

Manhunt police searchers SWAT ran in my crib

Battering rams early morning you'll awaken my kids

Now my aunt gotta stay with whiz

She paranoid having anxiety attacks cuz of these pigs

Plus my connect they going crazy they trying to slay me

I told 'em Friday I'd have they money faggots trying to play me

I never eat up out a garbage can

I'd Larry Davis a cop and if I make it alive it was the father's plan

I ain't going nowhere I ain't going nowhere I'm aight

I'm aight but I know one thing if anybody touch me

I'm blowing they head smooth off cops connects I don't give a f**k

Younahmean They gon' feel a Eagle they gon' feel that Desert

They gon' feel that bulldog you know I don't give a f**k

Don't put me in no mental clinics ain't nothing

Nahmean If I make it out alive make it out alive if not f**k it

I ain't I ain't yo I can't take this sh*t no more it's too hot

Ni**a thinking I'm bugging out I ain't bugging I ain't bugging

Y'all n***az'd bug out too if y'all had somebody flesh on you

Mothaf**ka f**k y'all n***az I ain't going crazy

Sleeping on couches and sh*t I'm going back outside

F**k y'all n***az man

I know I'd never sleep worried about me

But they'd have to put me behind

Cuz when I make it they'll never clone me

Just use me I believe I believe