Sometimes I think this world's a simulation

The way that certain things just happen with no explanation

Just like the time I went to tell my mum I'm quitting school

She laughed at me and said that this is just an April Fools

Sorry mum but I'm for real

For real

I'm done with living our poor life there's just a bigger deal

Deal

I'm way too old for you to beat me

Nah

I just want you to treat me like a person with a choice

Choice

Time for my decisions I'm a person with a voice

Now I'm hitting a wall

And it all comes apart

See a light in the dark

And it's blinding my eyes oh

Now I feel like someone's watchin' me

Yeah

And someone else is watchin' them

And I'm sleepin' with the enemy yeah

Acting like they were my friend

It's never easy on the road

Shut down many times I've been alone

Cry I'm fully grown

I'm overloaded with emotions

Overwhelming with emotions with a view

This is just a movie with a crew

I hate when overthinking makes me wanna find a new

Or when the people find a reason just to hate on you

I came with nothing on me I'll leave with nothing on me

I guess the time that's in between is for the view and only

I know where they're hiding

It don't make me excited

I know that they won't like it

But I gotta break free

Now I'm hitting a wall

Now I'm hitting a wall

And it all comes apart

And it all comes apart

See a light in the dark

See another light

And it's blinding my eyes oh

Oh

Now I feel like someone's watchin' me yeah

And someone else is watchin' them

And I'm sleepin' with the enemy yeah

Acting like they were my friends