Thoughts Of Suicide (Explicit) - Ca$his

Lies in the game I entertain

The last lines of the next Kurt Kobain

Standin at the mirror with a nine at my brain

Most rap guys wanna die for the fame

Supposed to die young cause I'm in a gang

And I can't change cause I entertain

Can sniff three verses through lines of cane

You just realized that I'm insane

I'm enraged engaged in a war of ways

They can have me spray shots off the stage

If I die like Malcolm will you feel my pain

Or just cry like a b**ch while I lay in my grave

If I die like Pac cause I yearned to bang

You discredit me like I never learned a thang

If I died like Big would you praise my rhymes

And give me the spot best of all time

If I died in N Y with the West Coast ride

And the beef not stopping till hip hop died

Will a ni**a who don't understand that line

Try and damage my safety in NY

Will the rap game embrace me cause I got skill

For the lies of that man will I get killed

I'm just getting high getting high

Thinking suicide suicide

I'm just getting high getting high

Thinking suicide suicide

I'm just getting high getting high

Thinking suicide suicide

Will the crimes of my youth come back to haunt me

By the time I shoot my father want me

When I tour will my girl become a whore

And come back home and can't f**k her raw

If I walk on stage like f**k the law

Will the hip hop cops try and kill my squad

Will the niggas on my team really ride like they say

Or push me in the shots 'he gon die anyway'

Is niggas really jealous cause I got shine

Is it envy from the fellas cause I got signed

Will the whole hood hate cause I speak my mind

Will I die for a rhyme before I reach my prime

If I kill my b**ch like Robert Blake

Do I got enough money to beat the case

If I crash out right before I end the race

And die for I come out would you fell my pain

I'm almost to a point where I can't be saved

My mind state at a place where it can't be changed

Laws gotta ni**a stuck like he can't be brave

But I gotta back up all the sh*t I say

Its lies in the game I entertain

Standin in the mirror with a nine at my brain

Most rap guys wanna die for the fame

I'm just getting high getting high

Thinking suicide suicide

I'm just getting high getting high

Thinking suicide suicide

I'm just getting high getting high

Thinking suicide suicide