Miss Jenkins (Explicit) - Ca$his

Written by：R. Parham

Momma just killed a man

Put a gun against his head

Pulled my trigger now he's dead

Momma life had just begun

But now I've gone and thrown it all away

Geah it's Ca$his Shady Records

Real music not fool music

A lot of tears shed over what you been through

A mothers pain pays for what her kid do

As Bryan life fades in the rear view

You a slave to hurt but gotta see it through

We was both banging Bryan and I

Different neighborhoods so we chose different sides

Confrontation in the street so we had to ride

I wanted to fight his pride felt I had to die

He screamed 187 I say I never hide

You know where I'm at boy I ain't hard to find

A couple weeks went by we passin time

He seen me in the alley with his niggas I

Was just dealin off carry then I seen the nine

Then I heard a shot he just kept firen

I started runnin duckin now I'm hidin

The whole time conscience of my own homicide in

I got away click click in the nick of time

His clip drop down he start signifyin

You a b**ch Cash run with ya b**ch a**

Heard sirens then I heard him hit the gas

Right then I knew your son wouldn't last

I said to myself folk I gotta kill his a**

Roll through my apartment hit the building fast

Gun outta my closet hit the stick and dash

Put the strap in my pocket my mission I saw em

Down the block sittin back sippin yack

I walked up like what's the business fam

He started death in the eyes then he shook his head

The broad he was with shook as f**k

Put the barrel to his head buck buck buck

He fell to the ground grass covered in blood

Ill probably go to hell for what I did to your son

I walked off slowly bugged I ain't run

Its been five years and though its never over

He left me no choice I offer you closure

He left me no choice I offer you closure

Dear Ms Jenkins I send you my love

Hi I'm Cashis I murdered your son

I'm closing the chapter on what has begun

Dear Ms Jenkins I murdered your son

Dear Ms Jenkins I send you my love

Hi I'm Cashis I murdered your son

I'm closing the chapter on what has begun

Dear Ms Jenkins I murdered your son

Dear mama if you getting this letter I'm dead

I'm sorry if you getting this letter

Wait I'm sorry I didn't live a little better

My own selfish will wouldn't send you this letter

See I had my hat cocked on the wrong spot

I threw the right sign up on the wrong block

Blow blow blow Ramone shot

F**k cashis momma ramone shot

It started as a fight on a distant night

But evolved to homicide pistols tight

We still grieve over your brother

Now you grieve over your son what the f**k

He squad me up this my hood

Some ni**a named cashis from Chris's hood

Hes supposed to came back with iron I ain't scared

Yes I am momma I don't wanna be dead

But I can't run too late to try and change it

Born as your son but dyin as a banger

When my name gets discussed for entertainment

Never share this letter with a stranger please

Dear Ms Jenkins I send you my love

Hi I'm Cashis I murdered your son

I'm closing the chapter on what has begun

Dear Ms Jenkins I murdered your son

Dear Ms Jenkins I send you my love

Hi I'm Cashis I murdered your son

I'm closing the chapter on what has begun

Dear Ms Jenkins I murdered your son

Dear Bryan its cashis I can't sleep

I had to bang you before you bang me

Just like I blame you You can blame me

We both gave up our lives for banging

We didn't know each other but shared the same hate

Your death is my life so we share the same fate

This ain't what banging was for killin for nothin

Your death gave me karma for the death of my woman

I'm tryin at make amends cause within I'm cruel

But outside I'm hard my friends don't know

I'm sorry I killed you I know it don't mean sh*t

We both coulda stopped if we only seen sh*t

Happens for a reason we don't even know

When we leave hear do you know where you goin

I send my apologies through a song

Maybe we can reconcile when I'm gone

Dear Ms Jenkins I send you my love

Hi I'm Cashis I murdered your son

I'm closing the chapter on what has begun

Dear Ms Jenkins I murdered your son

Dear Ms Jenkins I send you my love

Hi I'm Cashis I murdered your son

I'm closing the chapter on what has begun

Dear Ms Jenkins I murdered your son