Wishful Drinking - Tessa Violet

Separate me from the rest of the herd so

I can run away from all of my hurt oh

Drink what I want

Be what I want

Say what you want me to say like

I can pretend that I don't want it and I'm afraid

I'm dangerous

Weave a story so I don't have to talk no

It's not a problem if I never get caught oh

Drink what I want

Be what I want

Say what you want me to say like

I can pretend that I don't want to end I'm afraid

I'm dangerous

Oh wishful drinkin'

Tell myself that I'm not thinkin' 'bout

How I could drown drown drown drown

Wishful drinkin' oh

Hey

Wishful drinkin'

Go ahead and stop your thinkin' now

And throw it down down down down

Wishful drinkin' now

Ahhh

Hide your demons where no one can see 'em

Out of sight but in your mind you believe them

Drink what you want

Be what you want

Say what they want you to say like

I can pretend that I don't want to end I'm afraid

Ahhh

Do you think do you think that they notice

I keep a bottle by my bed it's a focus

Drink what I want

Be what I want

Say what they want you to say like

I can pretend that I don't want to end I'm afraid

I'm dangerous

Oh wishful drinkin'

Tell myself that I'm not thinkin' 'bout

How I could drown drown drown drown

Wishful drinkin' oh

Wishful drinkin'

Go ahead and stop your thinkin' now

And throw it down down down down

Wishful drinkin' oh

This is not a problem if I don't want it to stop

Can't call it a problem if I never let a plate drop

This is not a problem if convincin' that it's not

Oh

Don't call it a problem it's the only thing that I still got

Hey oh

Hey I know

Down down down

Wishful drinkin' oh

Oh wishful drinkin'

Tell myself that I'm not thinkin' 'bout

How I could drown drown drown drown

Wishful drinkin' oh

Wishful drinkin'

Go ahead and stop your thinkin' now

And throw it down down down down

Wishful drinkin' oh